I haven't been on in a while but I knew I could come here for a sympathetic ear from my Boxerworld Family.
My precious kitty Lucy has passed on to the Rainbow Bridge. I'm am feeling so lost missing her, and folks who aren't "cat people" just don't understand how much a part of your family even a cat can be.
We got Lucy as a tiny kitten in 1997. She was so small she couldn't even reach the litterbox! We had to use a shoebox lid as a litterbox for her until she grew a little. She was such a sweetie. We don't know what happened to her, she was in perfect health, just went to the vet in March for her annual vaccinations and she was fine.
I came home from work Friday and found her lying dead on our bedroom floor. I lost it, sobbing like a little baby holding her lifeless body. I don't understand it. She was only 8 years old...its so unfair.
Its only been a few days but her absence has left a huge void in our lives. I still expect to see her at the top of the steps when I come home, I still expect her to race me into the bathroom at shower time and I still expect to see her curled up on our bed. I miss her waiting for me at the bedroom door at night when I was brushing my teeth - she knew it was bedtime and she'd always wait for me, then we'd climb in bed together. I miss her high-pitched "meow" and the way she would announce herself when she walked into a room.
She's being cremated so I can always keep her close to me.
Goodbye my precious Lucy girl. You will live on forever in our hearts.
You can see Lucy's Catster page here, she was a beautiful kitty!:
http://www.catster.com/pet_page.php?i=152468