So we had the surgery yesterday and the tumor is arising from the pancreas and attached to it. Its spread everywhere, in the liver and the intestines as well. The vet couldnt do anything. All she did was take a sample for biopsy.
Ive just been such a mess since yesterday. I know shes terminally ill, but I dont want to let her go. I thought I'd be positive today, you know. But then she dint want to eat anything today, and woke up favouring her front left leg which got me sad again. Almost like knowing the end is near. She's sleeping right here and I want to just hug her tight and talk to her and I dont want to let her go, but I dont want to trouble her and she's all bandaged up.
We need to go back to the clinic to change her dressing in an hour.
We decided against chemo as we dont want to put her through any discomfort. Can any of you recommend any drug which will make things easy for her? I will ask my vet about it, and maybe start her off on it.
Thank you for all your support.