I'm in shock!!

Tannersthaman · #1 12-06-2004, 01:40 PM

I am setting here emotionally destroyed as I am writing this....a week ago today we had to help Leo to the Bridge because some sicko threw plastic pop bottles filled with anti-freeze into my yard and he and Rachel got a hold of them (I was out of town and my brother in law was house/dog sitting). Leo was to far gone to save when my BIL realized what had happened and rushed them to the Vet. Rachel did not ingest as much so we thought there was hope, she has been at the vets office all last week with IV fluids and meds. The vets office just called and said that it is hopeless her kidneys have shut down and they want me to come and be with her as they help her to the bridge. I have seen her everyday...I thought she was getting better...I can't get off work til 5...they have her sedated (shes been sedated all week)...I do not think I can do this again...I know prolonging it is only prolonging her pain but I do not want to give her up....Lord help me to let her go...I know that she will be in a better place...I am trying as hard as I can to stop being so selfish but I do not want to let her go I need her wiggle butt to make it through life without going crazy. It has been the worst week without Leo and with Rachel being so sick. Tanner just wanders around the house like a lost soul. My children, husband, and I are destroyed and empty. Sorry so long I just really need some support! I do not know how my family will make it through the holidays without the love and support of Leo and Rachel.

debbie knowles · #2 12-06-2004, 01:51 PM

Oh Trish, I am so sorry...I am sitting here at work crying right along with you. How devastated you must feel losing two babies in one week. Oh how I wish there was something I could say or do. I am so so sorry. djk

mancin · #3 12-06-2004, 01:58 PM

Oh no.

What terrible news. So sorry to hear it... I can't believe people can be so disgusting. I can't even imagine what you are going through right now.... but I'm sending you healing vibes!!

HD_Cruisin8 · #4 12-06-2004, 02:01 PM

OMG.. that is absolutely horrible. Extremely sickening. I don't see how anyone could have the mindset to do something like that. I feel so bad for you! I could NOT imagine loosing two babies in one week

I really wish I could send you joy at a time so rough, but I know that it is probably as close to impossible as can be for anything to be/seem joyful right now! Paisley and I send hugs to you and your family. Give a big hug and kiss to Tanner for Paisley and I. I'm so sorry and I wish I could do more than type words to you

Take care.

ljnash · #5 12-06-2004, 02:14 PM

I'm so sorry. I, too, wish there was something I could do or say to make the situation better. You will be in my thoughts and prayers.

robynkendall · #6 12-06-2004, 02:15 PM

Oh Trish, I am so very sorry for what you are going through. I can't believe the stupidity of some people. Please know that we are here to help you through this troubled time, and you and your babies will be in my thoughts and prayers.

Laurie_Duke · #7 12-06-2004, 02:37 PM

Oh my goodness Trish....what can one say ??

I am so very sorry for the loss of your babies....I just shake my head that people like this are aloud on this planet !!! Take one day at a time and please remember that we all are here for you and your family....we have all gone through a death of a fur baby....and are here to support you !!!!

With love

Laurie

Misty K · #8 12-06-2004, 02:43 PM

I am so sorry that you are going through this due to someone heartlessness. Did you file a police report and keep the bottles? I know you are going through a lot right now and might not want to deal with that. But maybe the police could mind who did it.

kelseighgirl · #9 12-06-2004, 02:44 PM

Oh my gosh!!!
What a terrible story. I am so very sorry about the loss of your babies. I know there are no words that came make this situation any better.

You and your family will be in our prayers.

Godspeed to your babies and may they rest in peace knowing that this terrible thing will never happen again.

As for the S.O.B. that did this....may you rot in a Hell and may you suffer a long painful ending!!!

Holden's Mom · #10 12-06-2004, 02:45 PM

Oh, this all so senseless and I am so very sorry for your loss. I don't know what to think let alone what to say. You will be in my thoughts along with Tanner and your family.

Godspeed sweet boxer babies.

Pam and Pete